It's been forever since I posted that first blog about the creation of Tx, and it seems forever ago - I remember back to that time. I was happy, Tx was becoming successful and I knew what I wanted from my future.
That was then.
Now, I don't know what the hell to do. I've had staff quit, views have gone down, it's way too much work and for the first time in my life I feel like giving up. Curling up in a corner with my iPad and my newly recovered passion for novel writing and just ... Giving up.
My mentor, Caryn Gorrie, has suggested I take some time off to reevaluate what I want and what I want for Tx, and I am considering it.
It's not that I don't want to do, it's that I'm scared to let my readers down, scared to be a failure.
My new deputy editor and I have come up with a new plan for Tx, one which I cannot disclose just yet, and this would take a month or so to action - so perhaps I can take some time of to do that.
It's just hard.
I started to early.
Are my dreams too big?
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